No! It can't be...has it really being that long?

Has it really being that long? Nahhh, I didn't stay away that long...but didn't i? Yes, I did. I'm back...hopefully. I always have something to say or comment about. You wouldn't believe it but in the past year, I have experienced and being through a lot. I think this year is a year of joy and tears...don't like the tears part much.

Reading past posts
You know, there is something therapeutic about reading what you wrote a long time ago and seeing how you feel today about certain situations. Time truly heals and hides a lot of things. I can't imagine how I used to feel about certain individuals and what I feel now. I can't even recall why I felt a certain way about someone...just to feel nothing at now. Its true what the Bible says: The heart is very deceitful.

Can we start all over
I'm going to make a better effort to write more things down. My heart right now is heavy. this is not the way the story should go. I should be on fifth heaven on my way to seventh and I'm busy sifting on 3rd. I'm going to write. It always made me feel better anyways.

i'll start all over...i'll start my blog again.