Running. With my running shoes on and my face facing backwards. That was the conclusion of this weekend. We had a nice time together. Did the regular stuff-went to the movies, to the mall, hung out with each other all day etc. Okay, where do I start...I guess from the beginning.
GuyA arrived pretty late as usual, so my Friday was shot in the sense that we didn't get to hang out. I was a little perturbed about this and added this misdemeanor to my imaginary short but growing list of why we can't be together :D.
He had a good excuse and since I don't know how to hold a grudge to save my life, we made up. I don't know what we were talking about later on that night/morning but the conversation went around the way of why he was still here, why he didn't just go find someone else or why is he not just put off with all my 'legitimate' excuses and not just go find another chick that would take him as he is. Then he said or should I say it slipped out of his mouth: I Love you.
To say I was stunned is an understatement. I just stared at him and then asked him about 5 times what he said and he said it over and over again.
I couldn't think, I wanted to cry, I felt so vulnerable, I didn't know what to say or how to respond...because I believed him. It was not cute, it was not something he thought about, it was the way he felt towards me. I still didn't/haven’t say/said anything seeing as I don't think I love him.
aahhh. The whole weekend was nice. It was great having him around. I cooked Lafun (with his help) and egusi soup on Saturday and then Amala and Egusi soup the next day. We cleaned up together and read NaijaFineBoy's blog together, cracking up with tears running down our faces.
This is why I am running because I believe if I don't put the brakes on this relationship and hear from my father in heaven, I can very well see myself matching down the aisle with him. So I am going to take a sabbatical from him and go seek God's face.
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he said he loves you, wow. now i def have to meet this guy, this is too much for me to take in. by the way, learn how to pick up.
oh my god that is so sweet so wat did u tell him after his "speech"
@Bff, thanks for stopping by. Sha be praying for me
@racquelle-cutie, after his speech, I was SPEECHLESS. I ahven't said anything yet. I just said ohhhh and said Oh My God like 50 times!
is this the muslim? That was so sweet!
hmmm...i didn't hear this gist when it happened...i feel left out.
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